Hát még most is kurvára fáj a torkom, vagy más piát kell kipróbálnom, vagy túl keveset ittam :S (bár azt kétlem), vagy ami még valószínűbb, h az csak helyi érzéstelenítésre jó :D

Tegnap megkaptam, vagyis visszahallottam, h xy szerint én nekem fogalmam sincs a felelősség tudatról, csak szórom a pénzt, és a többi és a többi. Nem tudom, h olvas-e vagy sem, s igazándiból annyira nem is izgat, de ezen kicsit felhúztam magamat. Nem ismer, pedig lett volna rá lehetősége, volt amikor nagyon akartam, h elfogadjon, de hehehe x éven keresztül eljátszotta ezt a lehetőséget, én pedig nem vagyok hajlandó újat és újat adni, sok minden vagyok, de Terézanya nem. És igen, van amikor felelőtlen vagyok magammal vagy másokkal szemben, de mindig is tudom, h mikor, kikkel szemben, milyen mértékben mehetek el (és, ha netán mégis túl léptem volna a megengedettet, akkor én azt be tudom ismerni, sőt). És most jön a 20 éves ego, de azt hiszem tudom kiknek és milyen elvárásoknak kell és akarok megfelelni, s köztük az ővé már nincs, s sajnálom, hogy soha nem tudta azt értékelni, ami van.

Uh, na még ezt gyorsan, a 16éves időszak emlékére

Oh girl we are the same
We are young and lost and so afraid
There?s no cure for the pain
No shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart

Oh girl we are the same
We are strong and blessed and so brave
With souls to be saved
And faith regained
All our tears wipe away

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart
In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
In world so hollow
It is breaking my heart

My home is in your arms
And it is breaking my heart
My home is in your arms
And it is breaking my heart

Rohadtul utálok betegeskedni!

(Can you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing ... in me
(Will you give in to me?)

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream!!!!
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
Why can't you just fuck off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!!!
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!

Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Mad-ness has now come over me

Köszönöm Randy Deannek, h miután harmadjára sem sikerült teljesítenem a rámszabottat, képes volt életben hagyni, egy darabban (pedig már lélekben rendelkeztem, h meik lánykára melyik részemet hagyom, illetve már K életművészete c. memoárjaimat is be akartam küldeni egy nyomdába, ah well... next time :D). Örülök, h emlékezetem pár jobban elmosódott emlékfoszlányát sikeresen felpolirozta XD, így már talán nem lesz olyan ciki H.. Renivel találkoznom, főleg, amikor kedves nevén akarom szólítani :D.  Na megyek is hajat nyíratni :D

Ezt a számot is adták LR-ben, majdnem elfeledkeztem róla. Ez volt az első CD, amit megvettem (és egyben utolsó is, egy időre). Wamdue Project: King of my Castle. Az egyik érdekessége, hogy a híres Ghost in the Shell filmből vágtak ki jeleneteket és arra rakták rá a zenét (gyakorlatilag egy anime music video), reklám az animenek, reklám a Wamdue Projectnek, sokáig is szerepelt a toplistákon, okos döntés volt.

 

 

 

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm free in my threshhold
Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be reason why I'm making examples of you

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm free in my threshhold
Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be reason why I'm making examples of you

Must be the reason why I'm king of
Must be the reason why I'm king of

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm free in my threshhold
Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be reason why I'm making examples of you

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm free in my threshhold
Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be reason why I'm making examples of you

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm free in my threshhold
Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be reason why I'm making examples of you

Must be the reason why I'm king of
Must be the reason why I'm king of

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be the reason why I'm free in my threshhold
Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle
Must be reason why I'm making examples of you

Must be the reason why I'm king of my castle